bursting faces

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I am feeling inconsolably sad. My moods are unmanageable, and I feel like I’m never going to get out of this depression. It’s so difficult when the ones closest to you, anyone of whom can possibly alleviate this pain, are thousands of miles away. Even my ‘art’ seems to elude me. I feel hopeless, useless and worthless. Even when I know I’m none of those. The best I can do now, short of lying in the middle of the road with the hope of being run over by a 4 x 4, is draw a picture. So I drew two. Read More

the traveling tap 4 } current location } oxford, england

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Ayesha’s comment on her Christ Church photo: ‘Hanging about right outside Harry Potter’s dining hall! (Had to quickly run away as the security guards were coming!!).’ She then added, ‘Wish I had a pic of what followed-me totally entangled in the tapestry in a rush to hide from the guard!’ Read More

futile prep

thoughts preparations

For weeks I’ve had inquiries and concerns. I’ve written notes and practiced them constantly in my head. But that particular phone call never came. None of it matters now because we have more pressing issues. Even after all this time, we are still learning how to be together, and apart.

new painting } stretch

ironically, 'stretch' isn't stretched so i'm not sure what i want to do with it. i also find it funny that without realizing (i did it for the color contrast) i lay it down on my exercise mat. this is as far as i went with my stretches this afternoon

ironically, ‘stretch’ isn’t stretched so i’m not sure what i want to do with it. i also find it funny that, without realizing (i did it for the color contrast), i lay the painting down on my exercise mat. this is as far as i went with my stretches this afternoon

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faces in envelopes

faces in envelopes

A few months ago I bought these amazing little manilla envelopes. I love stationary and am often at a loss for what to do with it once I buy it. And I also happen to love drafting, graph and tracing paper. So I made these little guys. Don’t ask me what they mean or what they can be used for, they just made me happy at the time. And they feel great to touch and look at. I plan to finish the stack of envelopes (50 in all) and possibly include these in my next PGB exhibition. Read More

the beatification of a girl called ‘n’

last october i received these little bottles of gold, silver and bronze acrylic from my now very special friend naz. at the time, i hadn't even met her. nazira, thank you for my private olympian moment!

last october i received these little bottles of gold, silver and bronze acrylic paint from my now very special friend n. at the time, i hadn’t even met her. we were just instagram friends. so n, thank you for my private olympian moment when you didn’t even know me for real

since then i have met naz three times in london, so it's only befitting that i open these precious bottles now, and drink to her

since then i have met n three times in london, so it’s only befitting that i open these precious bottles now, and drink to her

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