two faces created on a very difficult day four years ago

this is how they're hanging at my friend's. i wonder why one is above the other

I’ve been meaning to photograph these two small canvases which hang at a friend of mine’s place for ages now. I finally did yesterday. These two drawings were created at a very difficult time when I felt that the only power I had left in this world was to draw a picture. I was very frightened, guilty, sad and desperately wishing to disappear. And I was physically in the worst place I could be at that moment, with the least supportive people. I’m so relieved those days are over. And I’m so glad that it’s my friend who has these pictures on their wall and not me. They are a painful reminder of an awful day. Read More

making book porn

this is what my bookshelves look like now. they're not too different to the way they were earlier this morning, but they are much cleaner

A few days ago a friend of mine introduced me to bookshelfporn.com and I’ve been hooked on it ever since, like obsessively. I’ve had the site open since then, terrified that for some reason I’m going to lose it in this great big cyber jungle maze. And until now, I’ve been fixated with doing a little something of my own with what books I’ve collected over the past four years (post-divorce, new life, new books). My bookshelves may not be bursting with books, but the ones I have are very special to me. They each have their own story, whether it’s the one being told inside, or the one I tell about the book.

I didn’t want to simply reorganize my bookshelves without giving my books their deserved share of fun. So this morning I indulged in a bit of book-play (happily to say, there were just a couple of topples and a few simple injuries to my feet).  Read More

mmmm…plastic

There are quite a few present-day smells that comfort me, but some of my favorite scents are the ones that take me back to my childhood; like the one I miss at this very moment: the smell of a wading pool. I mean, plastic is plastic, but a water-filled wading pool has a very distinctive smell that somehow summarizes my early childhood summers. What’s your favorite scent-centric memory?